whoo, finally getting round to updating this journal! so, im back from japan (obviously) which was the most awesome of awesome things ever - it was so worth all the hype, i had a total blast with my wonderous friend alice! ^^ now i want to go back again! im possibly applying for the JET programme - just need to get my ass in gear and decide if im too much of a coward to go ahead with it. im pretty sure that as amazing as living and working out there for a year would be it'd also have some pretty impressive lows. that happened during my time working and living in germany, and that was only for 4 months and i was staying with a friends family, so im pretty sure that to go with a amazing life changing experience type things i'd also have to be prepared for some pretty heavy loneliness and depression out there if i go ahead with it... so im pondering. going to have to decide soon! also applying for my teacher training now - ive decided to go ahead with it. i figure that just having the fears i have about the whole thing is a good start - if i didn't care about being a good teacher i wouldn't be worried about whether or not i was a good teacher, so thats as good a start as anything!
i'm job searching right now - did you guys know we're in a recession right now? crazy huh? i CANNOT find a job thats willing to take me for the life of me, it sucks... although i did actually get rejected twice in the past week (once by phone, once by email), which going by the utter ignoring of my existence i've had up til now suggests things are looking up! i hate how people whose vacancies you apply to usually don't even acknowledge you exist - its utterly depressing. as such, im abnormally happy having been rejected!
new art soon i hopes.... ^^
*Daisy*